Flawed

Although we seem,
to hate ourselves now,
we all seem to think,
we're all big, fat cows,
We actually just want to be loved, in a way.
Told we aren't fat,
told we can stay.
Flawed and imperfect,
to all of the world.
All we want,
is our toes to be curled.
We want you to love,
all we dislike,
to see it in light,
to see it in sight.
We lift ourselves up,
stand proud and tall,
our chins in the air,
as all our faults stall.
Our hair all done up,
our make-up unflawed,
although later we know,
it will melt within sobs.
Our hair will bun up as we pet our black cats,
we all want a guy,
who will understand that.

Catch 22 of Life

Stuck between a rock and a hard place,
mexican standoff,
guns in hand.
Who will shoot first?
Who will crack under the pressure?
Death or cause death,
only options, both unspeakable,
Catch 22 of life.

Stuck between bad and bad,
no wins, only losses,
life flashes,
I am standing by a coffin.
Life flashes,
I am in the limbo,
back to hell or the equivalent?
Heaven is loving.
Catch 22 of life.

Stuck between choices,
choices of hate,
choices of pain.
Of only losses.
Or,
of choices of choosing happiness.
Happiness can be crushed, wrecked,
but not better is the equivalent hells.
Catch 22 of life.

Funny Stuff

Christmas is coming! My family and many others are so excited. My favorite part of this season is that every kid in the world, whether waiting for Papa Noel, Saint Nick, or Santa, is bouncing in their seats! They're all so excited, and its ADORABLE! Anyways, I discovered something today! Its called "The Urban Dictionary," and its hilarious.

1.	Marney
	Marney is about determination and love. She is kind, always there for others, and is incredibly beautiful. Marney is a very strong woman. An apple of someone's eye.
2.	Marney
	A girl with a sweet smile and charming personality that makes every boy's heart race. She's clouded by innocence and is often found with her head up in the clouds. She always has a bounce in her step and a happy-go-lucky outlook that seems to make everyone enjoy her company. Marney is like the innocent, sweet memories of your childhood. This is what came up when I put my name in! There are tons of hilarious definitions and videos on here...  enjoy!