My Little Playlist Of Inspiration

Hero by Superchick
This band is one of the few bands that writes many of their songs about bullying, and the problems of the world. This song is about how someone COULD be a hero, yet most aren't. Its about what some people suffer through and how you could make a difference by being kind to them, and being a hero in the process, because it might just save their life.

Stand In The Rain by Superchick
This song is telling you that you should stand up and defend yourself, that you should stand "through the pain" because if you do, it might have good results, but it won't kill you if you do. Amazing, amazing band. :)

Courage by Superchick
All about Anorexia, Bulimia, and having the courage to stop, stand up and feel beautiful. To stop starving yourself and throwing up after you eat. To have the courage to learn to know your beautiful the easy way.

Firework by Katy Perry
She is singing all about how you shouldn't let your talents and emotions stay bottled up inside of you, and that you AREN'T boring and just need to let it out. For the making of this video, she brought out 200 kids who were sick, different, or were just very talented to help her shoot the video. I am not kidding, there were TEARS from her when she saw them! She is also an amazing person!

We R Who We R by Ke$ha
Ok, so she acts like a drunken whore most of the time. This is her defense, and even if it is about dancing and clubs and her videos a little racy, it still gets the point across. She is who she is. You are who you are.

First Fight

     Our first fight, how was I going to deal with this? How was I going to go on without him? Question ran through my mind, each as quick as lightning, only to be replaced by another as I stomped away from him. I looked over my shoulder, searching for any signs he had given up. As he watched me move away, I saw tears form in his eyes, leaking over, his shoulders slumped, his face was one of absolute sadness, loneliness. He looked exactly like I felt. Like I knew I looked.

      I could feel the tears running down my face, feel my steps grow slower, weaker. I reached his front doorstep, and ran. Ran away from him. Ran away from our argument. The sidewalk blurred from my crappy tear-vision, the sun was a blinding light bouncing off the pavement, my arms were flailing limbs, useless in my stricken state, my legs were jelly, bouncy and mildly supportive, how did I know a simple request would create a useless being, hollow with loneliness?

     My feet could hold me no longer as I collapsed in a heap on my couch, pausing only to sob hysterically into the phone for Becca to come over. Then, curling up into a ball, I rocked myself until Becca arrived, and I could sob the rest of the story to her...

"He said.... she was.. only a fr..rr..riend! Then I found him emailing her, text..ing her, calling her, and I coul... couldn't take it! I just to.. told him right now that he ne..e..eds to choose her or me, and he yelled, I yelled. Most of what he said was "Its nothing!" M.. mos..ost of what I said was "Then why are you sppp.. spending so much time talking to hee.. her?"

     As Becca softly rocked me and murmered to me, my lighting quick thoughts didn't slow one bit. How was I going to fix this? How am I going to get him back, if he even wants me now that I am out of the way and he has full access to her?  
What am I not seeing?

(This is a continuing story..please tell me how the first part is going! Thanks :D)